funny story not really but, this post is really not making any sense (plz don't read this if you know me personally)

Why is it that everytime i make a friend, i lose them as quick as i got them. Sometimes they're great. Sometimes, they're not. But, a friend is a friend, thru it all. and they'll be there for you. Just don't lose faith. Yeah, maybe you'll see a picture, of two best friends, and realize that you don't have a good friend like that. But will that stop you? NO. What you have to do is forget about it. You'll make friends soon enough. But what if you see that picture over and over. It would drive me insane. i mean, i'd have to think about the best friend i never had everytime i see the picture. Maybe i have to see the picture to see something a lot more important. So go beyond what you see. Look into what you've got. You've got a family that loves you. A God who will always care for you. And maybe even siblings, that can be your best friend. ya see. That's all that matters. You have to wait and see what happens. Maybe you're just judged harshly if you're a tomboy or something. or you have a disease to make you look different. That's the reason. people of America can be very judgemental these days. But what'll happen is that u DO start to lose faith and i'm telling you NOT to. Don't ever! There's someone in your heart. Jesus Christ.
Who also forgives your sins. Cleanses your soul all over again. And you have a friend in your heart YES. YES> He is a friend. He always will be. When you think you've lost everything, you have a best friend and God and Jesus most of the time but i know this doesn't make sense but i'm just VENTING. This is what it's like. UGH. Being me. Well, blogging helps btw. Ad um, most everybody has a best friend. MOST EVERYONE> It's great. Isn't it? how the world and ppl are coming together and they have some friends. Peace Joy and Love. All together now and what happens... someone messes it up. You're no longer friends any more. You have no one. You feel isolated. haven't gotten invited to anything in a while. You're a boring person (not criticizing you just speaking hypathetically) .... sitting on the computer blogging about your miserable life when you could be out there making friends. But wait, you may not be right, you may not fit in. You're too weird. Well, all you can hope for is by some miracle, you'll find a really special friend out there who will always be there for you.

I am just praying for one of those friends right now.

good day, i'm out