Haven't blogged in a while

Hey, i haven't blogged in awhile. well, nobody sees this so.... awkward. anyways. i'm kinda upset
i have a science teacher. she's pretty strict
i like her. she's pretty nice
but now she wants to see me.. i um, failed my science lab that had to do with colors. all it said was.. "see me".. :( wish me luck! although, shes really strict. so i may not live thru this

I'm just venting

I write blogs, to vent, so obviously none of this would make any sense. :S But yeah, you'll get used to it. If someone is reading this. ever. if i'm lucky enough.

I know I know

My blogging is horrible. It just talks about 1 thing. Yeah, well, you don't know what it's like being me. I am giving up trying to make friends, (although i have a few (not many ) but some and they're really special. you know who u r if u r reading this guys. or yeah, just you. if you're reading it. well i am going now

funny story not really but, this post is really not making any sense (plz don't read this if you know me personally)

Why is it that everytime i make a friend, i lose them as quick as i got them. Sometimes they're great. Sometimes, they're not. But, a friend is a friend, thru it all. and they'll be there for you. Just don't lose faith. Yeah, maybe you'll see a picture, of two best friends, and realize that you don't have a good friend like that. But will that stop you? NO. What you have to do is forget about it. You'll make friends soon enough. But what if you see that picture over and over. It would drive me insane. i mean, i'd have to think about the best friend i never had everytime i see the picture. Maybe i have to see the picture to see something a lot more important. So go beyond what you see. Look into what you've got. You've got a family that loves you. A God who will always care for you. And maybe even siblings, that can be your best friend. ya see. That's all that matters. You have to wait and see what happens. Maybe you're just judged harshly if you're a tomboy or something. or you have a disease to make you look different. That's the reason. people of America can be very judgemental these days. But what'll happen is that u DO start to lose faith and i'm telling you NOT to. Don't ever! There's someone in your heart. Jesus Christ.
Who also forgives your sins. Cleanses your soul all over again. And you have a friend in your heart YES. YES> He is a friend. He always will be. When you think you've lost everything, you have a best friend and God and Jesus most of the time but i know this doesn't make sense but i'm just VENTING. This is what it's like. UGH. Being me. Well, blogging helps btw. Ad um, most everybody has a best friend. MOST EVERYONE> It's great. Isn't it? how the world and ppl are coming together and they have some friends. Peace Joy and Love. All together now and what happens... someone messes it up. You're no longer friends any more. You have no one. You feel isolated. haven't gotten invited to anything in a while. You're a boring person (not criticizing you just speaking hypathetically) .... sitting on the computer blogging about your miserable life when you could be out there making friends. But wait, you may not be right, you may not fit in. You're too weird. Well, all you can hope for is by some miracle, you'll find a really special friend out there who will always be there for you.

I am just praying for one of those friends right now.

good day, i'm out

What is a friend to YOU (for teens)?

What is a friend to you? (as i said before) Is it someone to tell you that you're special, and say something else behind your back? Or someone who says you're special and means it?

If you chose the first whatever i asked, then you're not a very good friend :( JK, it just means you think differently. It's not something that should be made of.

what do YOU think?

Do you have a BFF? And if you do.... what makes them your BFF?

Is it loyalty? Or kindness? Demandingness (I don't think it's really a word)- you know what i mean. :)

Prove, I repeat PROVE, that you're best friends. Taht you're even friends.

Do you hang out? Ever talk a lot. Ever talk on the phone a lot? Go by each others house? Sleep overs? Compliments? Know their siblings name?

Those are some aspects to look for, there's so much to a best friend. Their kindness, their generosity.

And if someone wants to be your friend.... well, let them. at least give them a try. i mean, what harm could it do? Maybe they had been begging for almost a whole year for you to be your friend. Maybe, they've brought you things, as a peace offering or something. Maybe, they just want a chance. Maybe, they don't have any friends and are trying to make some. And know that if they ask YOU (whoever you may be) they made a good choice. They know that you're a good person. Or at least that's something that you should look 4 when trying to get a friend.

Well, Just, ok goodbye.

Happy summer

This blog is bad btw, isn't it?

don't pay attention to any of the other posts

My posts before this were horrible. Couldn't agree more, could you? Well, if anyone reads this... .which i doubt anyone will ever read something as terrible as this, any suggestions on making it better? If so cool, if not... whater. I have stuff to do anyways.